I fucking hate today
Apr. 9th, 2012 03:26 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
surrealistdreamerToday has been a shit ass day. Not just a shit day. A shit ass day.
I have to redo a project that has more to do with physics than with art and my teacher made me see a counselor because I had an emotional breakdown in class. I felt better after seeing the counselor that was in today, but I still have to question the ethics of this. Then again if I can have a teacher that tried to make it an assignment for people to go get blood work I should probably just count my blessings.
God, I don't know why I'm so depressed and angry. Well, I guess I kinda know. The problem is I can't fucking fix it cuz it's all external.
This year has been a fucking waste of time for me. This was supposed to be the year I actually got started doing what I fucking came here to do. I hate this school, I hate this art department, and I fucking hate this class especially. If next year doesn't go well then goddess help I won't know what to do with myself.
I have to redo a project that has more to do with physics than with art and my teacher made me see a counselor because I had an emotional breakdown in class. I felt better after seeing the counselor that was in today, but I still have to question the ethics of this. Then again if I can have a teacher that tried to make it an assignment for people to go get blood work I should probably just count my blessings.
God, I don't know why I'm so depressed and angry. Well, I guess I kinda know. The problem is I can't fucking fix it cuz it's all external.
This year has been a fucking waste of time for me. This was supposed to be the year I actually got started doing what I fucking came here to do. I hate this school, I hate this art department, and I fucking hate this class especially. If next year doesn't go well then goddess help I won't know what to do with myself.
