surrealistdreamer: (bear is driving)
surrealistdreamer ([personal profile] surrealistdreamer) wrote2011-07-05 06:36 pm

TODAY HAS BEEN AN EMOTIONAL ROLLAR COASTER

AUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGH!

I found out this morning that I need a 3.0 GPA to get Neighboring State Tuition. I don't have that (though my GPA isn't bad). Thankfully I can appeal for it and the lady I talked to who's going to help me seemed nice.

We got soda and tacos today. So that was nice. Also my laptop returned at last!

Unfortunately I need a recovery disk to make it work. One that I had to order and pay for.

Then I watched Dragon Age romance scenes and ate tacos to make myself feel better.

AND THEN MY DAD CALLED. Yeah, remember this from when I graduated highschool? Yeah, two years of college later he called. I don't know why. I'm sure I'll find out later.

I...don't even wanna deal really. On the one hand good stuff has happened today. On the other hand I have just wanted to destroy a room and pull all my hair out. I won't do these things, but I want to. I wish I just wasn't bothered by some things like people tell me I shouldn't be, but I am.

If all else fails I guess I'll go backpack through California.